i want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a boy who will sing to me at random moments. who lets me sleep on his chest. i want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. bring me soup or orange juice when i’m sick. i want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. i want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. a boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times i tell him its okay, he’d still do it. a boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything i say. a boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. a boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. a boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. i want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. a boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. a boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. who will kiss me in the pouring rain. i want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. i want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. someone who would never be afraid to say i love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. i want a boy who will take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. someone who will kiss me at midnight on new years and who will make funny faces at me when i’m on the phone. i want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want a boy who will stay home with me on a friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after i’ve got him soaked. i want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. a boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. i want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when i’m sick, and would play with my hair. but mostly i want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.
-One in a million.

-12th post-

Hello, today was awesome.

Jamiyah home, i swear im hyper. But it didnt last. ):

The hyperness is like fr awhile niahs, pfft.

Ltr i moody again, i almost cried jus now. Haish.

Someone oso calling my superman, superman. ):

Sad sia, wan snatch him alrdy. Now even the way i call him.

Walaoey, srsly. I damn dulan ttm la.

Haish.

Shall get over superman or maybe jubo now.

I wanna call him santa clauz. :D

-11th post-

Had a great talk with Gladys, i told her everything.

Somehow like she manipulated me& make me tell her everything.

I feel much more better now, :)

Tmrw there's sch, gg to Jamiyah's home aft sch.

Hope it will be fun. I hope i talk to {S}uperman.

If he would answer back, hmm.

I miss you, yeap.

Im not attached, im jus waiting fr you.

& i do get tired somethings okay.

I ♥ you.

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{Continued}

I thot aunt wanna use, but end up she went to sleep.

So im continu-ing using the Lappy. Hehe ^^v

I hope Haziq was right, i hope your status isnt fr me.

I hope you wont get the wrong idea, i havent give up on you yet.

I hope its fr other ppl, i hope i can be with you. ):

HAHA, like desperate sia! GHEEE.

So gay-ish. Eww, elena. EWW!

Hahaa, okay changed topic.

Ey, srsly. I changed alot, (to better fyi)

I study now, AT LEAST.

I QUITTED SMOKE LIKE WOW,

I dont have another police record,

& I go home much more earlier then befre.

Hehee, seeseeseee, (:

Im proud okay, though you think i havent change.

Pfft, up to you laa.

I wan offline liao, maybe. :P

Bye asshole(s).
{/continued}

Love me for a reason, let the reason be love.

Hello, i effing pissed off with this bitch.
Wan copy2 everything frm me, cb. Lepak with My sister, (Uncle Elvis) Gladys, Nicholas (Auntie Nicole), & Fredrick is fun.
Hahaa, we joke around all. I finally feel happy in tht way.
Although superman's gone, im happy fr him lor.
He attached(?), crush on someone. Good fr him,
We are total stranger aft what happen on friday.
Im not worth fr any guys, nor any guy is worth fr me.
Im nothing but a piece of shit, my attitude sucks hell yeah.
Booyah, bye.
I suck.

-9th post-
Breaking up is like the worst nightmare after having a good dream.

Sorry i dont wan to waste my time with the i dont love.

I only love superman, yeap he. I dont wan to be with other people..

He may treat me badly, so its what i deserved what.

I hurt him once, so its my turnn ya.

I do get tired of waiting sometimes, but it like i see his smile on his face. It worth it.

I do say i hate you sometimes, my heart i always say i love you.

I do shout& get angry at you, but it jus a moment not forever.

I cant move on, i cant. I miss you boy.

Imissyou but you're loving her.

Haish, why boy? why?

You say you're me a few weeks but her?

Fml-ttm.

The perfect two, ♥

You're the apple to my pie,

You're my straw to my berry, :D

Addicted to this song, haha.

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Hello love(s), i dont update this much le. Hardly get to use com,

Maybe only it lesson which is on tuesday. O: But next week last lesson le. ):

Pfft, no com = boring life. Sianzxc ttm can.

You're the one i wan to marry, haha. This song is cuteee. Muaaah.

Im bored, ipw sucks ttm, ): I dont likeeeey.

Anw, these few days are like the same. Sch>Home>Lepak>Home>Sleep. =='

Slack with Qx, Nicholas& emil mostly. With my sister& gladys la ofcos.

Got back test result, i failed science& maths. T.T

Today Mr Lim(Maths Teacher) talked to me ask me to go to the library frm 2 to 4. -.-

Hmm, aft tht thn can lepak at canteen.. Or go home, up to me laa.

Pfft, life changing. Im becoming more guai, ^^v JOKE!

I quit doing project, today 2 weeks redy. Pro aiytes, :D

Today is twentyfourth too, & there seems to be many fourteen around. :P

Question fourteeen, my favourite. I talked to Jubo much today, he drew on my shirt.

Mum ask, idk what to say sia. Anw, i watched stepup 3 todaaaay! IT'S AWESOME OKAY!.

5 stars aiytes, i like their dance. I wan learn, the robot dance is effing nice la i swear.

Bboys or whatever you call tht is effing coool, uhh. Even the children in the movie damn till damn nice.. Shame on me, so old still dk how to dance. HAAA. I wan learn headstand. :B

Heheee, the story quite romantic. Got a few kissing scene, aww. Sweet much? :D

Aft tht, went home with Faras, lepak do abit history hmwk. & homed.

Bathe& till now. Com all the way, & im supposed to do ipw not playing but who cares. :P

OHYAA! I BAKED SHEPERD(sp?) PIE TODAY& IT DELICIOUS. :D Hehe,

Jubo helped some, he come with surprised attack. -.-

Make me & faras shock, anw. I hate cooking, & my he teacher. So fierce lor, nvr do anything oso scold, knn __

Your mum nvr teach you manners uh, respect uh la. CB!.

Daaaah, done here. Bye love.

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I wanna be with you, when you're low or high. But it seems you have other girls to be with you well, so no point alrdy.

Time will prove everything.

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No I can't.. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place for you here."

Love decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name.

When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
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Boy, gimme time to change. I promised i really will change. ):